sorry about yesterday i hate myself for behaving like that.
right from the beginning, i promise myself not to bother you but yet im doing so..
i won't blame you if you hate me cos i hate myself too such a nuisance.
this is the 2nd time that i feel like giving up guess im kinda tired.emotionally i wanted to put an end to it but yet my heart yearns for you i don't want to lose you, really but yet little details are affecting me so much that i wonder how long i could hold on.
im sorry, dear. but i guess im too sensitive over little details that the pain im enduring is overwhelming.
i just want you to know how important you are to me and i don't wish for us to part.